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I
Was a Village Boy
By
Charles Barnard
Before
the deafening horn
Was
a quiet walk to school
Before
the stinking sewage corners
Was
a path filled with dews on grass
Before
the clipper carved hair
Was
a razor clean shaven head
Before
the chlorine treated pools
Was
mud filled streams
Yes
I was a village boy
Long
skirt wearing maidens fascinated me
Before
the city mind corruption
Car
was any car
Rice
was for Sundays alone
Fruits
was never bought but picked
Religion
was a law
Hatred
was rare
Love
was free
Yes
I was a village boy
Parents
were gods
Children
were lovely pets
Money
was rare
Food
was abundant
Music
spoke only of love and greatness
Every
lesson in school was magical
Michael
Jackson thriller thrilled me
Granny's
eyes was enough rebuke
Her
smile was enough praise
Yes
I was a village boy
The
rain brought nostalgia of roasted corn and pear
Flowers
blossomed without trimming
Farming
was a joy and harvest was happiness
Grey
hair was a crown of well lived life
Age
was all you need for respect
Now
all these are gone and years have passed
But
I never forgot that I was a village boy
About the Poet;
For more about Charles
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see his blog at http://greendiarynotes.wordpress.com/
Guinevere
By Anneka Shannon
Originally
published in Rose
and Thorn Journal
The music floats and pulses
and it is hard to imagine that it’s coming from another room. It
keeps me here, grounded, and for a brief second I remember that I
will love life again today or tomorrow or years from now. I listen to
the way it drifts so easily, smoothly, on currents of wispy emotion.
It feeds my emotion now. At first, I believe the mellow notes can
help me to escape from the present, from my guilt and his hands, but
then the violin wafts lengthy and howling into my ears. It reminds me
of a dream from the night before—one of my favorites, one about my
lover. The dream was bitter-sweet: a temporary pleasure. I try to
escape to that dream, to let the bright-dream taste in all that
yellow-ish gold enfold me into safety and delusion. I close my eyes
and think of the scent of his skin, of the song he sings to me, but
it is not his song in romantic whistles and tethered scales that I
hear. It is still the violin outside. The disgusting taste of
something I can’t recognize makes my face tighten and I open my
eyes.
He strides over and slaps
the side of my face for the second time. The room echoes with the
clap. The shock hurts. He sighs. I can’t look in his eyes so I
stare at his worn solider shoes. I was only a girl when I was first
introduced to his solider shoes and his lonely life. We have failed
together. I want to console him and tell him that I understand but I
don’t dare. My great failure, the shame of the wayward woman, will
be known by everyone.
I can tell that he is
thinking about slapping me again, but he does not. Instead, he slams
the door to put an end to the violin’s wail and removes his
clothes. I notice almost shamefully as he lifts the blankets of our
bed that his body is suddenly worn and bruised in comparison to the
youth that had once belonged to it. He turns his back to me as if he
feels my gaze. I wait, wondering like a child what I am supposed to
do. Nothing shadows whisper. I turn my back to him. I stare into
darkness, into the surrounding silence, limp and heavy and hanging
from the ceiling.
He says nothing still, so I
turn from my husband and leave his bed, just like so many other
nights. The cold floor makes my feet numb. I feel dizzy and rest
against the wall before I’ve even made it to the hallway. I have to
catch my breath because I am learning new things about myself all too
quickly. When I die, no one will forget my sin. I know already that I
am doomed to hell.
And in the end, when we are
all dead and this war is over, what will I be remembered for? I’ll
be remembered as a disloyal, irrational woman, a beautiful woman, but
none shall know the love I’ve suffered, or worse, the remorse I
know better than my own hands when I hear that I am the one who
should be blamed for the lack of a child between us. Guinevere, they
say, is a cause for shame, an infamy to her husband and…
I pick myself up. I must
stop from thinking. On wobbly legs, I return to his bed. I cannot do
anything more but lift the covers and melt away.
My dreams that night, full
of hate, sweep me up and surround me and I am allowed to whimper in
fever and what I imagine the smell of afterbirth to be. I dream of
all his men, the king’s men, each and everyone of them, burning
each other and giving birth. Ice covers their hands, but fire burns
on their lips while they ask for prayers and their pagan neighbors’
deaths. I watch from afar while they suffer, but I am not the queen
that can help them. In the end, all is left with the wafty moans of a
lone violin, melding its noise with the field and fire-blank of gray
clouds. Arthur’s court, its players, arise and take a bow.
Exodus
By Eric Staggs
1
They stood on the ancient
ramparts together, watching the refugees stream into the city. The
sunset behind them, the long shadows of the delicate spires of the
great Aldohthiir City looked like dark teeth, raking the very land
itself.
She wore her battle
regalia, finely wrought, delicate-looking breastplate of bronze
covered in runes and script, and leather pants with matching bronze
greaves and bracers. Her arms, tanned and sculpted from her days
campaigning in the Queens service, were bare save campaign tattoos
and a collection of scars.
He stood next to her, his
rightful place as lord-commander of her majesty’s armies. His
armor, no less finely wrought, was mangled and dented. Deep gouges
and scratches marred its surface. He wore pauldrons and a chain-scale
skirt of bronze as well, his helmet lost on some distant field.
She turned to face him and
he saw there were tears in her eyes.
“It’s all going to
burn, won’t it, Marcus?”
“Just things, Zarana.
Just things. Buildings can be rebuilt.”
“But it’s our home.”
“Not anymore. Now it’s
a piece of history.”
She turned back to watch
the refugees.
“I-I have to go.”
“What? Where? The armies
are defeated. Even the Handmaidens are passing through the Gate.”
“You should be with them.
You’re their leader.”
“I know.” she turned to
him again, “I just wanted to look one last time.”
He nodded his
understanding. This was the view they’d both enjoyed more than
thirty years past, as young adventurers, tramping across the
countryside, cutting a swath of daring-do, fighting the Great Orcs,
almost single-handedly winning the first war. It was Marcus Tenibrass
himself who struck the killing blow against the demi-god bastard of
their beloved queen, sending the Great Orc hordes fleeing into the
dark north.
“So where are you going?
Won’t you be escorting the Queen with your Shayleen?”
“Zarana, the Shayleen are
all dead. I’m going to hold the walls as long as I can, while you
all pass through the Great Gate.”
“By yourself?” She was
shaking her head, her typically unemotional demeanor lost. As the
First Handmaiden, she was Master of the Queen’s Assassins and
Protector, a position that required a level head at nearly all times.
“No, there are about two
hundred of us that will stay.”
“I’ll stay to then.”
“No, I think you won’t.
The Queen will need you, and the Handmaidens will need you.”
“Orc-son! You’re trying
to keep the glory for yourself,” she tried to joke with him.
“We’ll be the last
through, I promise.”
She moved forward suddenly
and embraced him. He held her in turn, gently, though his armor made
it awkward and then drew back. He looked into her eyes, slate and
storms swirled there. He acted as if he were going to say something,
but closed his mouth and left her, Zarana, First Handmaiden and
Protector alone on the ramparts with her memories of their wild
youth.
2
The Gate was ancient, and
few knew exactly how its magic worked. The elder sorcerers and magi
had consulted the most ancient scriptures and realized that the Gate
was built into the city itself, and would consume settlement wholly.
None of the magi or wizards or sorcerers could offer an explanation
of what would happen to the city as the magical energies that fueled
the Gate surged through it.
Many were optimistic,
suggesting that the ancients knew this day would come to pass, and
that the entire city would be transported through the gate.
Zarana, part of the Queen’s
inner circle, had heard the archmages talking in hushed tones to
their ruler. Many elder magic-users believed the energies required to
open the gate, to rend open reality itself, would eat up the city,
burn it to ashes from the inside out, leaving the refugees and their
monarch alone, on a strange world.
A world without orcs, at
least.
Zarana and her seven
Handmaidens rode in a protective circle around the Queen’s
carriage, Zarana at the rear, her tear-brimmed eyes ever watchful for
that last threat, that final encounter that would render her decades
of service inert. She’d told the courtiers that not even the Great
Orcs of Northwild knew of the Gate, that their fears were
unnecessary. It was a lie of course. In her years at court she’d
learned to be diplomatic and outright treacherous when it was called
for. She’d been warned by Marcus one day to never become the viper
she guarded against so vigilantly.
She looked back, thinking
of him, hoping she’d not become that viper.
The Gate loomed before the
Queen’s entourage. A massive arc of stone, some hundred feet high,
engraved with runes so old, so alien as to not even be recognized as
ancient Aldothiir. They where strange and angular, jagged and
altogether alien. Their meanings could only be surmised by even the
most learned.
Zarana could hear the
chanting of the mages grow louder, their strange words at once
guttural and poetic. No stranger to wizards and their scuttling ilk,
she reigned in her horse, a white mare with a golden bridle decorated
with rubies, a gift from queen herself. She patted the beast’s
flank and whispered nonsense words to it.
3
From the foremost
gatehouse, using a spyglass, Lord Marshall Marcus Tenibrass could see
his castle in the distance burning. He’d named it The Watcher’s
Fortress when he ordered its construction. It was the last bastion of
defense before the city, a wondrously advanced castle, complete with
engineering marvels of his own design, a griffon aerie, and more.
He’d personally collapsed the two-mile tunnel that led to the city,
a tunnel that had taken three years and three thousand dwarves to cut
through the very earth. It’s didn’t matter now he told himself,
the griffons are all dead.
Much closer than his
flaming home, Marcus saw the Great Orc horde, led by a vengeful
albino orc, known as Ashkevar. The origins of Ashkevar were a
mystery, but with him came thousands of white and grey orcs, covered
in thick, short hair. They were the masters of the Northwilds, come
to claim the southern lands as their own.
Comparatively few in
number, the Aldothiir, with their war colleges and sorcery couldn’t
stem the flow of orcish filth. It was the way of the Orcs, to breed
in great numbers and overwhelm their foes, masses of them dying in
the process. Marcus was shaken from his musings as a stone tipped
arrow struck him square in the chest, shattering against his
once-magnificent armor.
“That’s range,
Balthasar.” He commented absently to his adjutant.
“Aye, Lord.” Balthasar,
a young man of excellent stock, raised his arm and bellowed out the
order for the last few archers to open fire with their flaming and
poisoned arrows. The Great Orc drums could be heard over the din of
onrushing war, and Marcus felt that rare and dangerous excitement
grip his soul. He drew his sword, also a gift from the Queen, so long
ago. The blade was called Marethuresa and was said to contain the
spirit of a woman cavalier, a knight-errant of such virtue that she
drove herself to madness pursuing the very source of evil upon the
world. When she found it, Marethuresa knew there was only one way to
combat it properly. She sought out an artisan and bade him craft a
long sword of adamantine-silver with angelic wings and a red eye so
baleful that evil would cringe and shrink from its gaze. This he did.
Then Marethuresa took the blade to a powerful wizard whose name was
lost in antiquity, the first of the war-casters, and offered her own
soul to keep the blade alight with wrath. This he did.
Marcus breathed slowly as
he held the powerful war-tool in his hand, feeling it tremble. The
artillerists fired their siege engines, catapults, trebuchet and
arbalests and still the orcs would not scatter. Still they came on.
Marcus took Balthasar’s hand and nodded to him.
“It was a good life,
Sir.”
“It was.” And Marcus
leapt over the wall.
4
Zarana felt the air charge
with energy, unnamable but palpable energy. The setting sun, normally
an orange rose in the sky became green and the sky a deep purple, as
the ritual encompassed the Aldothiir city. She watched the stone arch
light up and radiate a keening sound. Colors took on shapes and
sounds became raw sensations. Her horse stamped the ground, nearby
one of her handmaidens was thrown from her mount. Great peals of
thunder, consecutive and angry shook the ground, in the refugee
column women and children cried out, men shook in silent terror.
Zarana’s long, black hair began to stand up, to rise as energy
coursed through the city, through her. She felt her heart begin to
race as only it had in her youth when she foolish ran into battle
alongside Marcus and her other companions, hacking her way through
impossible odds. She grinned wickedly through her delicate gold-chain
veil. The Magic was working.
5
For Balthasar, who’d
grown up on stories of the exploits of his Lord Marshall Marcus
Tenibrass and First Handmaiden Zarana, a chance to see his commander
in battle, though he had no delusions it would be the last, was
thrilling. The martial culture of the Aldothiir would not allow
Balthasar to not enjoy this moment, the finality of it. His orders
were clear however, and he stood with a few other apprentice
swordsmen and watched the phenomenon occur.
Marcus had trained from the
age of ten to fight with a long sword, his natural ability was
stunning, and he soon mastered the various styles of the Aldothiir.
He was given a dagger for his off hand and he became twice as deadly.
Balthasar’s favorite story was during the First Orc Horde, before
the final confrontation, when Marcus, clinging to the back of a
mighty water serpent gouged out both its eyes with that dagger before
returning to the surface. Then there was the Lord Marshall’s duel
with the Queen’s own son-in-law, an uppity princling looking to
usurp the throne.
None of the tales however,
compared to what Balthasar and the others witnessed that dusk at what
became known as the battle of Aldothiir Gate.
6
Marcus hit the ground in
front of the main gate seconds before the orcs first reached it.
Coming along was a battering ram, pushed by the seven foot Great
Orcs, smaller orcs in elaborate and heavy plate armor followed along.
In the distance, their leader, an albino orc in white furs rode a
mighty snow drake. It was in that direction Marcus was heading.
He raised Marethuresa in
his hand and set to his grim task. The first and nearest orc was
beheaded in a single blow, the next had his throat opened, the next
howled as his entrails were spilled tripping other orcs in bile and
feces and flesh. The next died as a thrust speared his eye, and drove
into his brain. The next found his weapon hand cleaved entirely from
his arm, blood like a fountain, spraying Marcus’ and the nearby
orcs. The next was also decapitated; another fell clutching his
abdomen, another his throat, one screaming crawled off without his
leg below the knee.
Marcus for his part was
only warming up. The orcs were no match for him, even in greater
numbers; they dared not get too close. He found himself chasing them
back into their own oncoming allies. He leapt upon the approaching
battering ram and swatted the heads from three of its haulers, then
dropping behind it, to clove the rear axle with two quick, powerful
blows.
From the ramparts and
gatehouse, Aldothiir archers fired their arrows madly, supporting
their frenzied commander. Orcs attempting to sneak up on Marcus from
behind were holed through, the Aldothiir marksmen taking careful aim
to put their arrows into the soft spot in the base of the great orcs’
skulls.
Marcus continued his
ferocious assault, coolly dispatching orc after orc. Sparks flew in
great arcs as his blade Marethuresa chewed through the enemies armor
and then on into bone. In great droves the orcs fell, this one too
slow, that one not strong enough, the next in the wrong place with
his parry. The sight was magnificent and horrific. In decades and
centuries to come, any bard who told the tale would begin by saying
the traditional lines “Though story teller I be, I have but a few
of the words that do justice to the heroism of those who stayed
behind. And for your sake, I dare not speak the words that accurately
explain the violence unleashed by the Lord Marshall.”
Balthasar saw the battering
ram collapse and drew his own blade. “Time to die with a hero!”
He called, leaping from the gatehouse ramparts. A cheer went up
amongst the Aldothiir elite, who leapt after him into the fray, great
peals of thunders followed upon their heels.
7
Zarana, her handmaidens and
the queen’s entourage, were among the first Aldothiir to actually
pass through the gate. The sensation was sickening, painful even. As
the world resolved itself once again and time took up its normal
march, Zarana found herself dismounted, one of her Handmaidens was
gathering the horses, another trying to awaken those who had fallen
unconscious. The sky was a brilliant azure stippled with daisy-seed
clouds. Beneath her was a soft earth with grasses and foliage growing
up between her fingers. A dense forest spread out around them, its
canopy thick and the wind smelled sweet and stick, like fresh sap. As
Zarana took in her new world, more and more Aldothiir began to
materialize. It looked as if their spirits were materializing first,
then their bodies.
“We’ve made it,” she
whispered aloud.
8
Balthasar was killed when
an orc crushed his knee with a heavy iron mace, and then on the
return swing, stove in the young warriors face. Taken over completely
by his bloodlust, the orc swung twice more, pulping the young
Aldothiir’s skull.
Next to Balthasar was Tutra
A’lis, another of the Lord Marshal’s students. He died when a
heavy black blade landed on his shoulder and sunk deep into his body.
The orc swinging the blade put his foot on Tutra’s chest and pushed
off in order to free his broadsword from his victim’s corpse.
Pareth of House Narh, one of
the few nobles to stay behind, was bleeding from a hundred minor
cuts, nicks, and wounds when finally a combination of blows knocked
his helmet free and sunk a blade into his face, across the ridge of
his nose and bursting his eyes. He died a moment later as he was
decapitated.
And so it went, as the
elite of the Great Aldothiir nation fought desperately to buy time
for their beloved queen and their friends and families. The enemy
paid sorely for every foot of ground they advanced, the butcher’s
bill counting well into the thousands of limbs, hundreds of heads,
hundreds of thousands of buckets of blood.
Two hundred heroes fell
that day, as the sky turned vile and the earth melted away around the
Great Aldothiir city.
As for Lord Marshall Marcus
Tenibrass, it was the last time he was seen on that world, chasing
after the Orc Chieftain Askevar himself…
9
It took two years to build
a settlement with a high enough wall to consider it safe. The Queen
of the Aldothiir, who had known Zarana from a very young age, bade
asked her to marry her last remaining son, Reenoran. Tired, and
heartsick for the home she knew she’d never see again, for the
friends she’d lost on that tragic day, Zarana quietly agreed, and
retired from her life as Handmaiden and Protector of the Queen. She
was became a princess, and simply existed.
It was difficult for her,
watching the younger Reenoran try to rebuild the Aldothiir nation.
The Queen seemed to have aged greatly since that day, since the
Battle of the Gate, and she quietly withdrew from public life. The
Aldothiir people, barely twenty thousand of them, could get on
without her, she said.
Often she called Zarana to
her to share honeyed drinks or wine. The Queen would ask stories of
Zarana’s adventures in her service, and sit quietly listening to
the tales. This always made Zarana sad, though she tried to hide it
from the Queen. Each story included Marcus, the lost Lord Marshall.
The Queen noticed this and one day spoke of it.
“I know, Zarana, that you
do not love my son as you might have loved others.”
Shocked, Zarana shook her
head in denial, and stammered an explanation. Had she been unsubtle?
Had she been cold or callous towards the prince in some way? During
some official function?
“Shh. Child. Mightiest of
the Handmaidens you may be, but I am three hundred years older than
you. I see, still. I know.”
“Your Highness-“
“Shush. Bear him a strong
son, and get you a headache. We’ve lost so much. You and I,
Zarana, our lives were never our own. Yours was mine, and mine was
theirs.” The Queen gestured to the growing city their balcony
overlooked. Zarana turned her head and saw the chimneys of forges,
signs of industry, the market was bustling and hawkers could be heard
over the laughter of children in the streets. A town had grown up
around their refugee camp, and commerce had begun and the young were
once again being trained in the disciplines of the arts,
craftsmanship, war and even magic. The Aldothiir people would live.
“My queen.” Zarana
bowed her head.
The Queen stood and left,
her skirts rustling as she did so. As she moved past Zarana, she
touched her shoulder and squeezed it.
The End
About the Author;
Eric Staggs is a graduate of
the Creative Writing program of Columbia College Chicago. Eric
received his MFA in Creative Writing from Full Sail University in
2011. Eric has been published in the Aviator Online Literary
Magazine, Tales of the Talisman and Volume One. www.ericstaggs.com
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